Dreams can become

Sat, 11 Nov 2006 15:07:24 GMT

I REALLY NEED A FAKE ID!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Tue, 05 Sep 2006 18:46:18 GMT

i am going to ucf on the 22nd with bonnie and mj. i am so excited. I getr to see donovan again! YAY!!!!!!!!!!!! College is fine....i guess.. I love my new voice teacher and he loves me. Warmed up to a D-flat...HOT SHIT! He thinks i have a good shot at florida grand opera. i hope so and it pays well. Lovin life as usual.

Musical theatre or vocal performance? that is the question. everyone wants me to switch. what should i do. Me at the met? or Me on Broadway?

survey says............

Fri, 18 Aug 2006 14:03:03 GMT

new world is the best time of my life. the parties i have been to rock my fucking socks. i love the kids and i think i am going to love this program. i love my bonnie!!!!!!!! we are such coked out hoes! ok i am so tired right now and have another party.

Wed, 26 Jul 2006 14:54:37 GMT

ONE WEEK ORIENTATION!!!! grrrrrrrrrr. never heard of that in my life. could be fun or it could be the longest week of my life. i have to find something to do for the auditions (which i know i will wait until the day before to do), and i have to read some book before classes start. JELLY comes home today for the weekend. SOOOO excited. that means mad parties.

quote of night
" do you think the police would find out if i started growing weed in my back yard?, i really want to, it would be so cheap"
~Edwin
" you are such a jew"
~kirk

Mon, 17 Jul 2006 01:14:37 GMT

i got my tongue pierced last night. me and jelly!!!!!! i love it. but i am prolly going to have to take it out in a few months....you konw the whole singing thing.

Thu, 13 Jul 2006 17:07:07 GMT

Who was just cast in a professional production of chicago? oh yea......ME!!!!!! I rock!!!! I will be getting paid 880 dollars for 3 weeks!!!

JELLY COMES HOME TODAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I AM SO EXCITED!

the past couple of weeks have been kinda boring. just work and a little play.

Pirates of the carrabean (SP?) = very good
Devil wears prada = AMAZING!!!!!!
Pirates of penzance (FLCT)= ............blake was good

I am glad that i have moved on to bigger and better things. professional theatre is just.....better.

Me and julia are going up to see madison and yaniv in a few weeks. hopefully the first week in august. I am so excited!!!!!! Its going to be great. Yaniv you better have a B flat somewhere in the show.

now its time for work....grrrrr

-out

Sat, 01 Jul 2006 18:12:10 GMT

so i auditioned for chicago today. it was alot of fun. The director told me i was in...just not what part.if a part at all. Katie and reid's sister megan were at the auditions. i hope they get in. it would be so cool. it was nice to catch up with them again. the show pays 40 bucks a show, and it is suppose to rin for 22 shows. so that a pretty little penny. And plus i get to mark it down as professional theatre so i can do SETC.
I want to see superman! none of my friends want to see it. I guess i will see it on my own.

Fri, 30 Jun 2006 03:49:09 GMT

so my friends and voice teacher is trying to get me to audition for Chicago this weekend. Its a paying gig. I think i may do it. I have no clue what to sing. It would be cool to be billy or amos...although i would much rather be billy. I wont be considered for ensemble because i am not a dancer.....lol.....still need to work on that.

Got a text message today from someone who's name i thought i would never see pop up on my phone. It prolly was an accident....but i still got kind of happy.

Me and Max spoke on the phone for a little bit last week. We are going to try and hang out this summer before i leave. It would be cool. I missed him like CRAZY! Almost all of my stories from being back home begin with : when me and my friend max......, or when we were at my friend reid's house" I hope i get to see him more this summer.

People i have seen:

Mer: check
blake: check
Natalie: Check
Alana: check
donovan: Almost check
There are still a few more i want to at least see before i leave

Off to find a song for auditions. grrrrrrr

SO NERVOUS!

Tue, 20 Jun 2006 17:08:03 GMT

Me in the Revival of the wiz? HOLY SHIT! I am so nervous. This show will be up for Tony nominations and shit, not saying that i will get in or anything. They want to hear me go up to a C.......its been a while. And i havent practiced since i've been home, only partying with friends...bad edwin...bad bad edwin. If i land this....mary said she will officially sign me. That would be sooooo cool. I would have a REAL new york agent! I LOVE MY LIFE! I guess its true, south florida kinda does take the theatre out of you. Since i have been down here..i havent wanted to practice or anything. MUST LEAVE SOUTH FLORIDA!

The people from NYU called me friday. I officially turned them down. Too much money. 75% scholarship still leaves 25% left to pay. which is ALOT at NYU! maybe in two years. we shall see.

My voice teacher said my voice has imporved alot. I am going to enter "the metropolitan opera house voice competition". So excited. I know i will not win, but she wants to see how i will place. And i will be singing the wizard and I for recital. down a half step. so freaking excited. All of the guys are singing girl songs, and the girls singing guy songs. Its going to be soooo cool.

well off to work....grrrr I HATE THE GAP! then maybe i will practice tonight..NOT! i am so going to party!

p.s. And for any of you who care....my acting coach LOVES the "toot" skit with the judge. He wants to try and make it a monologue or scene or something dumb. I think i am going to put it on a t-shirt just for shits and giggles. But i dont remember the entire cast we made up.

Thu, 25 May 2006 01:56:47 GMT

i would give my vocal chords if i could go back in time and change things....but i cant.

I love you.....always

Wed, 24 May 2006 14:50:57 GMT

So i got the phone call this morning. And i am officially a musical theatre major at New World School of the Arts. I am so excited. didnt think i was going to get in. Prolly one of my hardest auditions ever. But i made it. Next step. where to live? help?

Mon, 22 May 2006 03:31:03 GMT

so tomorrow is the big day. I move back home. LOTS of auditions. Its time for my new life to begin. I got the best phone call last week from max and madison. I hope everything goes as plan when I get back. I just want to see you guys again. This is going to be a very busy summer.

Thu, 20 Apr 2006 03:17:30 GMT

two things:

1. Won first place with dirty rotten scoundrels at vocal competition. "love is my legs" rocks my socks!

2. 4:20 is tomorrow. rehearsal and classes should be interesting. hehehehehe

Thu, 13 Apr 2006 23:35:25 GMT

YAY! i am going to new york this weekend for my birthday! SO EXCITED! so much freaking fun!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i need advice

Fri, 24 Mar 2006 07:06:57 GMT

So i need some major advice!!!

This talent scout saw me and really wants me to drop out of college and move to new york. He pretty much said i will have a job on at least off broadway within 4 months of auditioning and doing some odd singing jobs here and there. I dont know what to do. Some say i should go for it and others say stay in school. I am so confused. He thinks i am going to get ensemble in the revival of les mis and understudy for coalhouse in ragtime for sure. I dont know what to think. I am very nervous. He showed me three letter from agents requesting me to audition for their shows. grrrrr this is the hardest decision i have ever made. i never thought i would ever be second guessing this.

what do i do?

Mon, 20 Mar 2006 05:37:14 GMT

so yea i am debating on if i should just come home for like 3 weeks this summer. I was sitting in my dorm and i was thinking the best part of going home for the summer after college is seeing all of your friends. And then i thought....wow....i only have about 3 friends who really want to see me and who missed me. jelly, felichia, and danielle. Its kinda sad. The only 2nd home i knew and all of my "friends" are gone. It kinda shows you who your real friends are. In my opinion a real friend sticks with you through thick and thin. well its ok i guess. I can become that kid who is consumed by his work...which for me is theatre. Maybe i will have no florida friends and only those i meet at college and with theatre companies. Its kinda depresing but true.

So many inside jokes....gone
So many fun memories at sleepovers......gone
So much gossip about the random hook-ups at the sleepovers lol....gone

I know many of you think i dont care and i dont miss you well i do. I think about most of you every day believe it or not. Not a day goes by when i am not reminded of one of our many inside jokes.

Tue, 14 Mar 2006 23:12:09 GMT

SO WHO HAS A CALLBACK FOR THE NATIONAL TOUR OF "THE WILD PARTY?" ME ME ME ME !!!!!! Can you belive it?! i am beside myself in excitement. Oh yea.....and who will be attending NYU's Cap 21 next spring? ME ME ME ME!!!!!!!

Fri, 03 Mar 2006 22:58:05 GMT

So i got called back for the lead in brigadoon...didnt get....but got next best thing. So far i have been offered 4 jobs this summer. all which pay over 300 a week. just for me to do theatre. that rocks. its so cool getting paid to do theatre. Was offered a chance to audition for national tour of ragtime. didnt do it because if i got in i would have to drop out of school. Going to see wicked tonight with eden espinosa! I AM SO EXCITED!!!!!!!!! I just found out that i will be the tenor in the vocal jazz group next year. sweet! only 8 ppl in the group and i am one of them now. I been having so much fun in college. Im learning how to dance now. my tap has gotten ALOT better. go BFA!

Im sorry donovan! dont be upset about getting into UCF you only have to stay there for a year and then you can transfer. i love you and you know that you are amazing! You will just have to kick MAJOR DOUBLE ass at NYU next year. Call me tonight if you want to. bye

later

Sun, 19 Feb 2006 02:55:51 GMT

since i couldnt explain on the phone i will tell you on here since i know you check alot.

i had my show last night...the broadway cares equity fights AIDS revue. it went well. one of the songs i sang was wheels of a dream from ragtime. and one of my teachers know the writers. ahrens and flarhety. so he said that he wants me to have dinner with them while we are in new york on tour. he called and told them that once they hear me sing they will want me in their show. how awesome is that. And there was a producer at the show who pulled me aside after the show and said she wants to set up a "listening party" for me and she is going to invite all of her producer ppl just to hear me sing. this is amazing!!!!! People are starting to realize i have talent. next stop BROADWAY! I feel like i am doing something with my life. i have been working my ass off these past 5 months.

p.s. "astonishing" from little women is now one of my favorite female solo's. it rocks!

Tue, 07 Feb 2006 21:19:30 GMT

this goes out to yaniv! my friend emily said she met you at her UCF audition. thats so cool. She is Amazing.....she went to Ohio Northern University. Sorry that i dont use livejournal anymore...i just dont see the point.there are not that many people on here that really care about what i say. Hope all is well in the BFA program. miss ya! oh yea...and i still listen to you on my ipod and i have let a few of my friends hear it and they all say that you are AMAZING! told ya so! bye

Tue, 27 Dec 2005 19:19:05 GMT

Im glad that i am in college and i dont have to put up with stupid high school drama any more. I think thats the reason why i only surround myself with talented people....because the untalented ones only cause drama.Speaking of which, im going to go hang out with some of them right now.

later

Tue, 13 Dec 2005 21:07:23 GMT

havent updated in a while...guess i should. well i got a part in the musical review. i have some very good songs. yay! i get to go home for a few days. im excited to see ppl from high school. its going to be good times. im only staying home for like 5 days then coming back to ohio. have BIG plans with college friends. its biug difference hanging with college friends than high school friends. i guess thats why i decided to make my trip home so short. i prolly wont see everyone but it will be cool to see some. Its going to be very good to get away from all of this snow...hehehehe.....i cant to wear like a t-shirt and jeans outside again. well i have a sing-through of the show in a little bit. ttyl

Thu, 10 Nov 2005 04:46:59 GMT

so things here in ohio are going swell. i got a good part in the opera ( one of the only tenor parts). I auditioned for this theme park here which pays 480 a week and i got the job. I have an audition this weekend for another musical on campus and i am SO prepared it hurts. Things are looking up. I actually kinda like it here. Although i think i may still audition elsewhere...just to keep my options open. you never you...right? Music theory is kicking my ass. but helping at the same time. my piano skills have gotten ALOT better. I can actually read music...and play some simple music theatre songs. go me! I feel like my voice is getting better....like i came here wanting to increase my range......but they have been working my technique like a mofo! But hey...its better.

I miss some of my friends back home. not all of them suprisingly. I think I miss meredith most of all. even though we had our ups and downs, and our fights and many make-ups...i feel as though only the bestest of friends do that. I really do love her. Today i woke up and sensed she was under alot of stress....then when i read my friends list on LJ...she was. how freaky?

Mer you would be such a good mother in falsetto's.....i listened to the music..and she reminded me of you. I am also glad you are doing a gypsy song...that part was written for you. hehehehe. I think if its meant to be..then it will be. What ever happened to les mis? LMAO! well i am off.

bye to all!

THIS IS WHY I LOVE REID

Mon, 03 Oct 2005 05:42:52 GMT

WRITTEN BY REID EWING

the judge looked at the plaintive curiously as he restated the happening he believed took place that horid night. "I............I.........the, the............I....."the plaintive squirmed. The judge was taken aback by the deep unending trail of pain that seeped through the mans bloodshot eyes. "It,........her.........."a long silence stabbed the jury like a knife"toot" The audience burst into gasps and mumors. A jury woman broke down into tears.. The judge looked at the man in relentless confusion. "TOOOOT" the plaintive screamed. "too, ToOt, TOOT,to, too toooooooo toOt toot TOOt TOOt tooooooooooooooT" the insanity of the man, the anguish that bleed through every word horified the judge. To see a pain that raw, that real drove the judge into an adrenaline rush. He slammed the gavel in hysteria."Silence" he screamed."there will not be chaos in my court room." the man's thrashing faded."toot..........."the judge mumbled "TOOT?" he laughed"who is this toot character you speak of" silence suficated everyone in the room "a single person...........a single"toot", could cause a reaction such as this?" words dangled from the mouths of the strong willed. The judge grunted" Let me see this, toot character...................bring in this..........."toot" character......."A hesitant moment before the balif moved "Well, go on" the judge persisted. The balif walked towards the door as if his legs were solid led. The court was still as if frozen in time. the balif turned once more toward the judge not even having to utter a word. The judge nodded sternly........ the jury held their breath in suspense. A single tear ran down the face of the plaintive. Faint words could be heard shotting from the ends of his lips"........................................... Nobody move..............................." As the bailfs hands nudged the end of the knob, a undescribable tension could be felt against the door. the door slipt ajar. A pasty white heap of flesh slowly gushed from within. The balif stepped bac. His heart stopped knowing he had made the mistake that would end his life. A final word dripped from the plaintive "too-"before he could finish the doors exploded violently. wood chips inpaled several screaming witnesses. White unending goobs pummelled the jury. And mutalated the few squealing for any sign of relief. It poured in like thick syrup. engulfing and consuming all signs of life. 5mins past. Dust and blood drenched the air. All left was the judge. The behemoth and neverending examples of death. the judge coughed from his weather face. "Guilty!" He screamed"Guilty" He shattered sound "GUILTY!!!!!!!!!" the blob cried"but I didn't do anything!!!!!!!!!!!---" He stabbed her with words"IT DOESN"T MATTER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" .......................................................He was never heard of again.

Sun, 02 Oct 2005 21:49:18 GMT

wow whenever i get bored i decide to read through my friends list here on ole' livejournal. and i think it is just sooo funny reading over high school drama. i am so glad to be out of it. its funny how people love to make others feel miserable to better themselves. i cant wait for so many of my high school "friends" to face the real world. i think i will have the last laugh as i watch them fail. soooooo thats it for now. just thought that would be funny to add. k bye